Warning: Lots of whining ahead
Apr. 3rd, 2011 06:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tir_synniI have a terrible time staying focused. I was either a goldfish or a cat in another life. This is not counting the times my brain quits out on me and I inevitably curl up and take a nap because my brain refuses to start again until I do. I either stare uselessly at the computer screen, attempt to do fifty things at once, or occasionally accomplish something. I prefer to stick with the accomplishing part, but my brain rarely cooperates that much.
I'm attempting lifestyle changes -- again -- including trying to have a balanced diet as opposed to whatever I can just grab on the run, having a regular sleeping schedule, drinking something besides coffee *coughs*, etc. Of course, I've attempted all these before, and it usually doesn't go as far as I would hope. So, in response to that, I'm going to do something I didn't think I would actually do: I'm going to make an appointment tomorrow and see if I can get adderall or something.
None of the above is affecting my work, for which I'm grateful, but considering writing is largely an independent endeavor, particularly the original fiction, some more focus would be awesome.
I'm going to finish my sickening healthy dinner (which is actually very nommy, just sickening healthy), visit my neighbor, and work on typing. USE is finished, just finished in my notebook. At least it's finished, though?
I'm attempting lifestyle changes -- again -- including trying to have a balanced diet as opposed to whatever I can just grab on the run, having a regular sleeping schedule, drinking something besides coffee *coughs*, etc. Of course, I've attempted all these before, and it usually doesn't go as far as I would hope. So, in response to that, I'm going to do something I didn't think I would actually do: I'm going to make an appointment tomorrow and see if I can get adderall or something.
None of the above is affecting my work, for which I'm grateful, but considering writing is largely an independent endeavor, particularly the original fiction, some more focus would be awesome.
I'm going to finish my sickening healthy dinner (which is actually very nommy, just sickening healthy), visit my neighbor, and work on typing. USE is finished, just finished in my notebook. At least it's finished, though?
